sigh…
If
I could explain how I feel right now, I think it would be summed up as
nothing more than a burdened sigh. Everything no longer seems to
matter.
Six months ago, my step-father (who raised me) was given three months
to live from a nazi-cancer that had plagued his entire body.
After much prayer and support from friends everywhere, a miracle took
place and all traces were pushed back considerably. No kidding,
this was a miracle that everyone in Gainesville, Florida was
celebrating. However, just yesterday my sister gave me a call
telling me that something had returned and doctor’s are now saying that
their not sure if he’ll make it to see the end of the year and that I
may need to make an emergency trip to Florida just to be there for
him. This has been news for the past few weeks and everyone
thought I knew, however, I just found out yesterday.
I feel as if I took a heavy blow to the stomach; nothing seems to
matter anymore. Yes, I know I need to have faith (and that’s
difficult only because I’ve lost so many to cancer), and although I
have so many negative memories of him having raised me (which I have
forgiven him for, let go, and have found closure on), I still feel
overwhelmed in concern for him. I guess that’s good, right?
Last time this happened, I felt the same way for two months. I
will have faith and I will be strong, even though I feel this burden
right now. Please pray for him. Even if you can’t leave a
comment, and can only give a five-second prayer… that would even go
the mile. I’m expecting another mircale… please also expect the
same in your prayers. Thank you for your support on this.
Miracles still happen!! I have a story myself about faith (its on my site). I’m praying for you and your step-father. I have family that have died because of cancer too. So, I understand what your going through.
“Be strong and of good courage; be not afraid or dismayed: for the Lord thy God is with you where ever you go.” Joshua 1:9
Hey there Erik, Got it bro.
“dear Lord , we lift up Eriks stepdad. Earlier this year they had some bad news that you knew about. You saw fit to give him more time. for that we thank you. God, only you know the outcome. This man has helped raise Erik to be the man that he is, be from good or bad situations. May the doctors know you and have a heart for you. Lord , may your will be done during this time. May you be glorified through it all. Jesus, please give Erik comfort and guidance. in your name , amen. “
erik, if you need any money for a ticket please let me know…. rex,the praying hobo.
remember to pray ALL ways..
im prayin bud…theres nothing easy about this- trust me-
if you need anything call me
c
Yes, I would say that it is good that you are concerned…healthy. While I can not say that I understand, I have not lost anyone, especially close to me from cancer. I will say that my heart is burdened and I will remember his as often as possible. Keep us posted k?
Erik you know ive got your back bro. God will heal him! I will stand on that and all Gods promises, bro you and your dad are in my prayers. May His will be done. Love ya bro,
God bless
~Ricky
oh gosh Erik…I’m so sorry. that’s incredible hard. I’m praying bro…
it was good to see you this weekend. keep in touch dear friend*
You have my prayes, and support!
~Skyla
Erik, my brother in Christ, I know your pain too well…I also know the God whose grace brought me through it. You know Him intimately as well. Know him for his comfort and refuge right now. I pray that for you. I pray that He gives you His perfect peace.
Jesus, I love you. Thank you for your touch and your sweet presence. Thank you for Erik and all that he has done for me and so many others. Thank you for the way his heart breaks when your’s does. Only you are our comfort and the one who will never fail. You said to consider pure joy when we face trials and you said that your power is made perfect in our weakness. Thank you, Jesus! Perfect Jesus. Give Erik the strength to cling to Your word. In your name I pray. Amen.
We can believe God for miracles. Even when the miracles don’t look like what we think they should some times. Know that I am praying.
It was good seeing you this weekend.
If he [your Dad] b e l i e v e s all things are possible.
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I stand in agreement with you….for the manifestation of miraculous healing in Jesus’ name!
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Wisdom of the Day:
If you don’t like what your seeing…change what your thinking, hearing, and believing.
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Love you bro!
ps- it may be a great idea to purchase a CD with healing scriptures on it (so your Dad can listen to the Word)… not a sermon CD (those are good too) but just pure Word (being spoken)…the Bible says, “faith cometh by hearing and hearing the Word of God” and its faith that causes the promises (like healing, prosperity, joy…) of God to come into manifestation. [not trying to give a lecture or a sermon…just a little wisdom] :))
Erik, you should call awma and have her tell you the seriousness of it all. Good news, though… I went to visit him at the hospital and he is doing better than I’ve seen him in days (so that is good). You know Dad, he’s a fighter and he (and the Lord) just may surprise us all 😉
-me
hey you i wish i could call you right about now but my phone fell in the water and does not work anymore… i will be praying for you and your family GOD IS REAL we must have faith as i know you do! let me know what else i can do $$$ or anything ok call anytime!!!!! email me your # if you can [email protected] remeber we are a family so whatever you need let me know.
we will set are heart on things above!
IN HIM LOVE_Raquel