life is fragile

What a beauty it is to wake up this morning and just feel the warmth of the Father along my face.  The Lord showed me this morning how He has given strength to the leaders before me in the Bible, of how He has appeared Himself in the form of an angel to Jeremiah, Daniel, David and others, and provided to each: strength and words to speak.  It’s as if the Lord had appeared to these individuals and all of a sudden, they become weak and speachless, however with the touch of His Hand, they regain their composure and ability to speak.  It’s as if the level of humility that has recently occured is almost as if the Lord is appearing to me in some form, despite all of the unique situations amidst me causing me to grow weak.  Is this from the Lord?  I feel as if during this weakness, as the Father spoke to Paul, that the Lord is also saying to me, “My grace is sufficient for you, for my power is made perfect in weakness” (II corinthians 12:9).  So then, I find strength in my current circumstances, despite the death of an intern, rejection from the Fellowship, finance struggles, and anything else to try to get me down… only to be strengthened by the Lord by His gentle touch this morning by giving me revelation to see that I have had this strength the entire time.  Thank you Father for helping me to see, just as I have asked.